S.wen

HI :)

2010-09-08T00:04:00.009+08:00

WARNING: PHOTO-BOMB AHEAD

1. Cookie- Baking

Went Yihui house after teachers' day celebration to bake cookies~! :)
Everything was so random that we prepared nothing.. And the cookie turned out to be salty.. Heheh not my fault lahhh``

2. East Coast Park

Went to East Coast Park with Sj mates the next day.

Me and J build sand castle while others cycle and disappear. Wanted to take neoprint at the arcade there since we are so-damn-bored.But the machine is locked like WTF!?

3.YOG Celebration

Days ago, me, J and yihui went for YOG Celebration right after SJAB. We were super lucky eh! We were got into e vip area and the whole event was super high and everyone was screaming and shouting.

4.POP

I'm too lazy to type already :)
So basically, we went for sec2's pass out parade the other day. They finally passed out from their ANCO eh.

We were the slave of the day lah. Carry chair, blow ballon, arrange chair... But it was quite fun after all watching the sec2's performance.

PEACE OUT SUCKERS~!

2010-08-09T17:12:00.002+08:00

It had been 3months since my last post.. Had been leaving this space for good.

Its weird you know. It's like bestie can sense when im sad.. (HA)

Sometimes, i like to torture myself by stalking someone that i know will get me all sad and angry.. but somehow, i can't seem to stop myself from doing all these.

curiosity kills the cat eh`` i guess i will one day get killed by it.

I'm getting used to faking a smile, hiding up what i really thinks, keeping who i really am.

But does anyone cares? Nope.

Everyone had friends, alot of them. But how many of them really cared about you?

Who will wipe off you tears for you when you are sad?

Who will stay with you no matter what happened?

Who will be on your side no matter right or wrong?

Who will trust whatever you said?

Who will laugh with you?

Who will cry with you?

Who will listen to you complains?

Who will get angry with you?

Think about it.. Who will?

Within all the friends of yours, how many of them are able to fulfil all that?

Think again, Do we really need alot of friends?

Which do you prefer..

a) Tons of friends but infront of them you had to fake yourslef

b)One true friend that you no need hide anything from

I had been thinking about the past... How childish, self-center, crazy i might be.

I'm sorry if i hurt anyone

True Friend

2010-05-01T20:29:00.002+08:00

Had a somehow a deep talk with bestie yesterday. Really talked alot and about every single thing.
Had a really good laugh that my jaws hurts now :] LOL we are weirdos, aren't we?
But it's okay cos I know no matter how stupid e thing I am doing, you will be with me right?
Don't you dare say no!

Bestie, you are not alone! No matter what we have each other :]

I think you should know...

2010-03-04T19:06:00.002+08:00

I will not be updating here very frequent as i will be at e other site.
Try to find me if you can. But most likely u wont be able to.
But can still tag me as i will be checking this blog.
Bye Humans

사랑해

2010-03-02T21:20:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요! 오늘은 오빠의 생일입니다..
사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해

Its so near.. yet so far.

2010-01-30T21:44:00.005+08:00

went Imm last friday. SHHH... before u start saying whatever junks.
FT ISLAND is HERE!! WOOHOOO
ehhhhh i actually cool down and think about it today. and told myself to not to think of them anymore.
i am not gonna be some scary freaking fan!
SWEAR!
so. i will think over it afew times before doing anything regarding them .
Nway. Below are 2 videos taken then. there are alot alot more.
but as a selfish people like me.... i decided not to share all those with his cute movement!
hahaha.. too bad. Who ask u not to go on e actual day. Bite me (:
Ps. e videos look so dark here. too bad x2 (:

enjoy`````````````````````````

sorry. i really cant tahan e slowness anymore
took bloody long time to upload laa!

Ps.. Hongki is DAM DAM cute!! even when he sneeze! (:
prove below.

L.I.F.E.

2010-01-24T01:47:00.007+08:00

I'm in bed now with my iPod and history textbook.
Is super stressed about e upcoming tests and assignments. Gosh I'm not failing it!
And I will, I am going to study for it unlike past yr when I basically don't study at all.
But whatever the result is, I still tried.

Once upon a time... There were a girl and a boy.
The boy draws and the girl laughs.
They play together, laugh together, make fun of other togeher.
But things did not turn out the way they hoped.
They went to two totally different ways.
The boy went to a school in e east and the girl went to a school in e west.
They talk lesser and lesser. After some time, they don't talk at all.
But none of them realize that. They made new friends. And only can gets know what each other is doing on Facebook.
The girl saw pictures of he boy with girls and start thinking to herself.
But she decided to pretend not to care at all and started to stay out of his life.
From then on, they were complete two paralle lines that won't cross through each others life anymore...

Sorry for e above story, I don't know why but I feel like typing that out.
Life is really hate recently.
There's a post that I wrote but after writing it I decided not to post anymore.
Too personal I guess. I had been pouring too much emotions here. Not good not good
And I don't know why whenever I try to post using my iPod I do long and wordy posts.
But when I was on laptop, I got nothing to post about.
It's more comfortable to be on my bed to post than when I had to sit infront of my laptop.
WORDY ehh!!
okay open that super cute picture above make this post less boring ba
At least I think so. (:

I'M BACK

2010-01-17T00:20:00.004+08:00

I'm here to save my blog. Anyway, sec3 life is killing me bad.
Homeworks are stacking up one by one..
Just update myself with all e gossips :) hehe good job guys
I'm trying to write/type a really long post but appearently I got nothingto post about
I'm trying to blog using my itouch. Hopefully it will work perfectly. So I will be able to do a long entry without all my time goes into e bin due to some shit happened.
I'm stress up eh..?
I don't know why but I feel super tired even after sleeping for 12hours..
Maybe I'm still not used to sec3 life, carry a 5kg bag everyday..
Oh and did I mention that my new hcl teacher suck?
Like seriously, she can't teach at all. Talkin junks for half an hour claiming that we are short of time? JOKER
enouh of school issues. My weekends is ending!! Awwwwwww
I'm mad in love with leehongki~ he's my wallpaper background for everything.
It's 0.56am now. I'm lying on my bed, covering in my blanket typing all these. I'm such a good kids right? I'm posting now instead of sleeping..

Ahhhhhhhhh I'm insane totally.

바보라서

2009-12-30T21:18:00.001+08:00

난 바보라서 그런가봐
아프게해도 괜찮은 가봐
못난사랑이라 놀려대도
어쩔수 없는 바보라서
내가 원해 잘해 줬던걸
그것만으로 행복했던걸
한번이라도 웃어주면
그 미소로 행복해
그녀가 사랑 할 사람 올때까지
이렇게 그녀 곁에서 있을뿐이야줄수 있어 행복한 사랑이라
아무것도 바라지않아
언제든 손내밀면 닿을 그곳에
언제든 불러주면 들릴 그곳에
변함없이 그곳에 있어줄게
그녈 사랑하니까
내가 택한 사랑이라서

Bold all the things you've done in 2009

2009-12-26T23:34:00.003+08:00

1. Dyed your hair an odd color.
2. Went skinny dipping.
3. Bought something you didn’t need.
4. Sneaked out of your house.
5. Became obsessed with a song no one knew.
6. Learned a song on your phone with your keypad.
7. Knitted something.
8. Ran a mile.
9. Fell in love.
10. Said, “like yeahh” too many times.
11. Lost your closest friends.
12. Got into a fight with someone you loved.
13. Climbed a tree.
14. Did something you said you wouldn’t.
15. Figured out who your real friends were.
16. Graduated High School.
17. Shopped online.
18. Created a tumblr.
19. Got addicted to tumblr.
20. Realized who you truly are.
21. Sang karaoke.
22. Flew across the world.
23. Performed in front of a large audience.
24. Met someone girl you found online
.25. Found a new band you now love.
26. Realized that Kanye West essentially sucked.
27. Got drunk.
28. Got high.
29. Spoke to a police officer.
30. Realized everyone is a hypocrite just fucking sucks.
31. Panicked over something stupid.
32. Failed a class.
33. Fell out of love.
34. Played a video game for hours straight.
35. Spent time with your family.
36. Ate dinner alone.
37. Cried in the shower.
38. Gained a new family member.
39. Shot off your own fireworks.
40. Made a snowman.
41. Got yelled at for no reason.
42. Waved at people you didn’t know in passing cars.
43. Sat on tumblr all day.
44. Changed your entire look.
45. Had sex.
46. Ran outside naked when it was freezing out.
47. Made your own fire.
48. Laughed at something that made no sense.
49. Fell asleep on the phone.
50. Told someone you loved them.

早报逗号文化船 Part I

2009-12-15T12:26:00.017+08:00

**Warning: Shit loads of pictures

went for ZaoBao cultural Cruise from 9Dec-12Dec
well. overall quite okay THE FOOD IS DAM GOOD! O(∩_∩)O
I ❤LEO srsly!
okay picture time:

Day One:

super nice snack? or watever it called. 1st meal on board

SuperStar Virgo- which is tons better than libra

First dinner. At Ocean Palace. average chinese food ehhh.

And And lastly end of day one, went back room 7017 and met my roommate for the nxt 4day!
LYNETTE! woooww. great roommate!
P.S. this was actually taken on the 4th day, but Who cares? LOL

Day Two:
Woke up at 6.30am!! and do some stupid shit 早操?!?!?
and after that lame joke..... .... .....

BREAKFAST TIME!

Breakfast at Mariners Buffet. ehh quite nice. different type of food to choose from.

And after that prepare for the KL trip....
Before going on bus...

Reached 光华独中.
seriously their school is super big and nice!! its time to rebuild our school ya?

didn't took alot of picture. erm what happen is, they did some dance and we did some dance.
not we actually, some of us....
and cause our schedule is delayed due to heavy traffic, one lady was like saying 快点快点快点！while we have our "famous" KL BakKutTeh".
its damn annoying please!
okay enough of my nags. At night.

went xinying's room and taketaketake

i suppose to look like stitch =.="

After the SnapSnap section went other room to practice for our Group Item
The Dance group....

and...

the singing group

well.. its kinda like a pinic section while e Dancers practise out there.

Credits: my dearest LEO members (:

Part II will be up when i get my pictures from e other
To Be continued....

2009-12-07T13:02:00.000+08:00

当你开始变沉默习惯逃避我
爱你的心开始慌了被摇晃了
空气冻结了
你转身扬起的残忍我不认得
记得你说有你在怕什么
绝对不会让我伤心的
是你说的你很爱我为什么要把心摔破
你很爱我却丢下我在习惯你肩膀以后
是你说的你很爱我只是不再牵我的手
幸福地图被你带走爱回不来了
当声音变得微弱讯号断续着
你的承诺开始乱了
断线了不能完整了
像台风侵略过以后一片寂寞
想起你说有你在怕什么
至少还有你会陪着我
是你说的你很爱我为什么要把心摔破
你很爱我却丢下我在习惯你肩膀以后
是你说的你很爱我只是不再牵我的手
幸福地图被你带走爱回不来了
紧握的手被你推落心终于被伤透
不如就让我任性的哭个够
是你说的你很爱我为什么要把心摔破
你很爱我却丢下我在习惯你肩膀以后
是你说的你很爱我只是不再牵著我的手
幸福地图被你带走爱回不来了
是你教我学会相信
而我又该相信什么

2009-11-21T18:18:00.003+08:00

Boy: I need someone to talk to.
Girl: I'm always here for you.
Boy: I know.
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much.
Girl: Talk to her.
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.
Girl: Don't say that...you're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me.
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell her...
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say?
Girl: Tell her how much you like her.
Boy: I tell her daily.
Girl: What do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her...I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem...but he'll never like me.
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh, some boy.
Boy: Oh, she won't like me either.
Girl: She does.
Boy: How do you know?
Girl: Because who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You.
Girl: You're wrong. I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.

A Cup of Milk a Day Keeps the Blackness Away

2009-11-13T00:44:00.002+08:00

am drinking down my THIRD glasses of milk =)
i need to get white! white! white! white!!
i don't know why but i really think i am getting blacker and blacker everyday
although i have been drinking alot of milk and birdnest
but still no help!!!
I'M BLACK NOW! ARGG
anyone have any idea how to turn white in a SHORT period of time?
tell meee please!!!

Something's missing

2009-11-09T22:10:00.002+08:00

spend my whole day playing icy tower while the others are in camp.
im super daboomz boredd laaaaaaaaa
piggy pig's at camp no one let me disturb and ask random questions.
nagged him SEVEN times to go slpp earlier!! and that pig pack back last miinute one. better not forget anything (:
siann... my msn is sooo emptyy
really hate it la.
oh and polar bear pon camp lehhh!! =) not bad not bad
LOL.
ehhhhhh really short post as i don't know what to post about.
playing badminton tml morning with mummy (: and follow by SHOPPING TRIP!!
finally something that make me not regrat not going camp.

我喜欢你

2009-11-08T17:33:00.001+08:00

女孩喜欢男孩，有天终于决定向男孩子表白了.... 还是同一个花园，女孩的同一张笑脸 ‘我喜欢你~！很喜欢很喜欢~！’女孩天真的仰着头说. ‘可是我不喜欢你怎么办？’男还冷漠的回了一句女孩沮丧的低下头，因为男孩永远对他忽冷忽热，女孩说‘那你什么时候会喜欢上我呢？？’ ‘如果有天我告诉你我爱上你的时候，就代表我喜欢上你了...！！’男孩说女孩小声的嘟着嘴问‘那你什么时候会告诉我你爱上我了呢？？’ 男孩沉默了.... 从此以后女孩每天都早早的在花园等男孩，因为她知道他每天都会来这里，因为男孩说过在这里闭上眼睛听小鸟唱歌是一件很享受的事情. 女孩每天都会问男孩‘你爱上我了吗？’ 答案永远是冷冰冰的一句‘还没有’ 直到有天男孩来到花园的时候发现女孩没在这里，他寻找着女孩的身影，还是那么的不慌不忙，慢慢的看女孩有没有在附近. 终于还是看不到女孩的身影，拨通了女孩的电话， ‘你今天怎么没有来这里啊？？’ ‘对不起，我今天有事所以不来了’女孩有气无力的说着 ‘哦，没事了，挂了，那明天见吧~！’ 男孩挂断了电话. 第二天男孩早早的来到花园，看到女孩在等着他，女孩的那种表情是他所没见过的那么的忧郁、那么的凄凉、那么的失落、那么的......！男孩抱着女孩，轻轻的一个吻落在了她嘴唇上...！女还欣然的笑了，笑的那么天真、那么可爱. ‘你爱上我了吗？？’女孩嗫着嘴问男孩同一个问题还是同样的答案‘还没有’ 女孩哭着跑开了，男孩也没有追上去，就这样三天都过了女孩也没去那个公园. 男孩拨通了女孩的电话，接通电话的人不是女孩，而是声音嘶哑的一个女人 ‘喂，请问找谁？’接电话的人是女孩的妈妈. ‘这是小茜的电话吧，请问你是小茜的什么人啊？’ ‘你一定就是小茜经常提起的张磊吧？？’ ‘恩，我是。’ ‘我是小茜的妈妈，小茜现在正在医院，你过来一下吧！’ 说完小茜的妈妈已经忍不住放声大哭了. 男孩的心，莫名的跳的很快，他用尽力气从花园跑去了医院可是到了医院的时候，女孩已经睡着了，永远的睡着了... 女孩的妈妈，边哭边打跪在地上发愣的男孩 ‘你知道我家小茜为了你做了多大的牺牲吗？她几个月前已经查出来患有白血病了，而且是晚期，需要时间治疗可是他两个月前的一天早上说在医院闷，想出去透透气，从此以后她每天都会出去，而且一出去就是一天，就是为了陪你、为了问你爱上她了没有！就因为这个，她放弃了最后的时间治疗。放弃了她最宝贵的青春、最珍贵的生命！’ 男孩此时已经泣不成声了... 女孩的妈妈接着说 ‘小茜说她知道她活不久了，她只想在死之前每天看着自己喜欢的人.’ 说完小茜的妈妈拿出一封信，是女孩写的，信上面只有两句话， ‘磊，你爱上我了吗？对不起，不能陪你听小鸟唱歌了’ 男孩看到信的时候崩溃了，哭的像小孩， ‘爱上了，我爱上了，早在见到你第一眼的时候就爱上你了，可是我知道自己给不了你幸福，所以才不敢跟你说我已经爱上你了，在我眼里你永远那么可爱，那么美丽，茜，我爱你~！’ 男孩已经在咆哮了，他不知道，整个医院的人都能听到他发自内心的呐喊！那么凄凉、、、男孩倒下了，他也像女孩一样睡着了，永远的睡着了...！因为谁也不知道其实男孩在两年前车祸中死里逃生了，可是却留下了可怕的后遗症，因为男孩不能做剧烈的动作，否则随时有生命危险！，为了女孩他也放弃了自己宝贵的生命，从花园跑来医院他是那么的毫无顾虑.... 这是一段遗憾的爱情，来不及说出的爱，在说出来的时候却是用两个灵魂换来的…… 爱要说出口，不管有没有可能！不要让爱成为永远的遗憾~~！！

可乐戒指

2009-11-04T17:43:00.004+08:00

有时候爱情很简单
哪怕是一枚别人看来毫无价值的可乐戒指都可以温暖我
可是连这么简单的幸福都好难好难

● shortiee/pig/silly/stupid owns me 3taggs and 1webcam. (:

GOOD BYE TWO`FIVE 09

2009-10-30T16:59:00.010+08:00

To my dear 肥皂, water and 肥皂盒：
thanks for tolerating all my mood swings and 坏脾气 for two/one years (:
i know alot of times i shown those beisong face.
but u guys know when i feel down and not like some others which misunderstood it.
thanks for all the laughters you guys brought to me
all the moments that bright up my whole day.
you guys might not noticed it but with you all i felt that i don't have to put up a protective shell
肥皂, thanks for leting me calling u names (: and didn't get angry with me
you know i call all that for fun de rite? hehe
and u must must teach me next yr horr!!``
water, although i just met you this year, but i had a feeling sometimes that i know you for long.
maybe its e almost same background we both have but i still very happy that you stayed (:
肥皂盒, sometime an eye contact you will know what i want to do or say
is that called 心电感应? ha``
two yrs from the start of the sec one i talked to you, you are like my twins
we had same likes and dislikes, same habits ha.
having you all as a friend is a bless for sure..
but time passes as the speed of light.
today is the last day of the school... i believe no matter what happened we will still be as close as now right?
promise me that please.. die die also cannot forget me!

To polarbear AKS:
2yrs passed and i'm still taller than you! waahahha *joke joke*
ehh faster grow taller laaa. although you round-ness very cute laaa
getting older liao hor more matured horr`` dun ever time tip-toe and compare height with me la
ha. and you are like my bro too.
update me with any news horr! must must!
and find the girl that is for you. tell me if you found her horr!
you never fail to make the class and teacher laugh-out-loud during classes
i can't imagine how boring the class will be without you
idk what to post liao. jiayou for ur studies dun u dare to forget me!

To si lier aka gay taka:
nicer name right? haha
ehh ur skill of lieing improved ALOT horr``
stop bluffing me laa. stupid. i very 好骗 horr
eh rmb u own me 3taggs liao horr better pay me back!
thanks for entertaining me when i'm bored and let me disiao you(:
and ur pics really made me laugh out loud! don't u next year dare ignore me! dun care u busy or not (:

To gyan, nick and woofwoof clement:
thanks for listening to all my craps and junks. good listener!
ehhh i will continue to talk craps with u nxt yr okay? (:
and give me tuitions pleaseee``` dun care must must must
haiya. eh continue to share with me ur secrets okay to entertain me.
thanks for cheering me up when i'm down. really appreciate that alot!
all the best for the nxt yrs. must must stay in contact hor!

hey 烤乳猪 dun get emo coz you get combine okayy? emoness dun suit u!
jiayou jiayou and get the gal you want baaa
although you are very pianbian at most of the times but still thanks for letting me hit you
and dun get too biantai please``

woof woof`` LOL. tell you something. you over-reaction-ness really made me laugh-out-loud
and watching them bullying you is part of my daily routin
i'm going to feet regret that i can't see that nxt year

To lingkai and gangs:
don't be so 爱美 laaaaa! very gayy lehhh!! haha
okayy monitor for half of the year (:
and keith please la. stop calling urself shuaii laa!

To peiyi, siming and co
going to miss your laughters alot LOL
there's not going to any WAHAHAHHAHAH anymore
siming, cheer up dun get emo emo.
if got any problem or what feel free to tell me, i am you sister (:
rachel grow taller!!
LOL
eh and again dun forget mee``!!

To kaijuan:
thanks for helping me carry my bags on CCa days
and try to cheer me up when i am having my mood swing
really helped alot.
and all the best for the nxt yrs
although we are not in the same cls keep contact okayy?

To leroy:
stop your depress laaa. emo-ness not good for health okayy
your stupid-ness really super funny sometimes (:
and stop bullying aisyah laaa
and jiayou find e girl for you la. don't waste time on what's not yours
MOVE ON !

I LOVE YOU GUYS 2/5`09!

p/s: find so many similar post everywhere. argg. copycats go die

more at facebook

2009-10-30T16:53:00.007+08:00

GoodBye 小新

2009-10-28T20:49:00.002+08:00

Found this on youtube
its a short clip done by e jap.
and once again... i cried.

FAMILY DAY CARNIVAL!!

2009-10-28T18:50:00.004+08:00

was a real success`` *ha bhb-ness* but its real laa.
everything was sold out at e first hour! and need to go re-store lehh
see our business was soo good``!
counted all e coupons 232BUCKS!!! WOOOHOOO````
ehh during e thing someone was really disgusting. eating e ice-cream on his pants etc etc
shouldn't mention the other disgusting acts of him, later those who brought e float.....
never mind never mind back to e main sub
didn't get back streaming result today :DDDDDD
2more days that i can wish that we could get into e same class``
let me lie to myself for 2more days can?
my posts recently quite emotional don't know why.
should be HYPER abit!!

● got alot of photo in my phone now. should show e person b4 posting so posting tml promise!
● some one own me 3 special + non-classical tags now. 利息 applies still! (:

Chalet is next monday!! yeahyeahyeah
super duper very extremely looking forward to it laa``
buying food on sunday anyone want help? tag please if u want

2009-10-26T17:58:00.005+08:00

sorry to those that experienced my mood swing today.
i don't know what happened to me recently.
was very high in e morning but in e afternoon? idk
just feel irritated when nobody did anything.
i am really going mad i guess? (ha) or i am just simply tired?
i guess i should stop thinking of that ba.
alot of things are happening or going to happen
I AM NOT PREPARED FOR ALL THAT

I don't want split class!
although our class is not that close laaa but.
2yrs liao ma. used to seeing the old same ppl in sch everyday
sometime when someone got used to something its very hard to change it, isn't it?
why must split class in e first place?
don't tell me is to class us according to our results
we are already classed according to that right?
so what's the point?
making things much complicated? making students sad about leaving one's class?
i had some kind of anti-social i guess
i hate new enviornments with people i don't know.
the feeling sucked
but what can i do? have to accept whatever that is going to happen right?
this friday seems to be e last day for 2/5`09.
i....
dun..
want...
friday...
to...
come...

p/s. i love my phone super alot now (: It's super CHIO please!
p/p/s: someone own me 2 super special + non-classical tag! (: 利息 applied

2009-10-22T10:56:00.004+08:00

I guess what i post yesterday had came true :)

haha. didn't go school today coz woke up late and dad don't want to drive me to school

So, to keep my never-late-before record, i don't want to go school.

yaya i am lazy to rush yaya i don't feel like going to school neither

But i didn't wake up late on purpose!

Whatever.

there's nothing important going to happen today anyway.

so i rather stay at home slack + play computer!

i am bored bored bored.

praying damn hard that i will get my dream bag and jacket SOON!

i want i want i want

tag if you got any comment of e above items (:

2009-10-21T18:59:00.003+08:00

Hiies``
i want to post a super bloody long post. i am jealous of ppl with long posts!
so i should write some crap here to make it looooong!

School tomorrow. some post-exam shit things.
can anyone tell me in what way does Health Ed helps??
its just a waste of time lor. if they can't find anything else to do, why not release us ealier?
oh and Family Day. Selling items to sec1 & 3 only? tell me how much we will earn?
Waste my 2bucks on that = throw money into the sea.
Seriously, i really don't feel like going to school for the next few days.
But anyway, as a good student, i will still go and make alot of noise (:
And getting back of Report Book on Friday. Am really scared to see my results
eventhough i know all the results for e papers, i am praying that my CA will help ALOT!
+ i don't want spilt class!!
although we are not as 'close' as how other classes are, but it's still sad to spilt class la.
new environment new people.

Anyway was surfing the net recently to find my fated bag
found one. need some people to help me bring e bag back to s'pore...
am asking around who going back China during dec holiday.
So if you are going back and willing to help me bring my beloved bag back
PLEASE contact me (: thanks alot really!

i guess my mission to post a super long post had failed.
really got nothing to post about already.
oh btw think i'm going to find a job during holiday.
To earn my own money and HAVE FUN!
also get know of more people instead of just a few people in my circle.

i'm bored :(

2009-10-19T20:58:00.005+08:00

WHATS'S UP GUYSS! lolol
i had successfully rot in my house for three whole days.
seriously i can see fungi growing on my head already.
someone jio me out lehhhh!!
ehh. how about a cookie baking section?

Things going to happen :
● Been foreced to go to school
● waking up damn early in e morning
● get back my pathetic results
● praying damn hard not to fail any of them
● decide on what subjects to take
● lieing to myself that other did as bad
● get into a damn squeezy MRT early in e morning
● tell my mum that i nearly failed my science
● get all the forms signed

So, anyway. what is suppose to happen, will happen.
new blogskin hope it will be a good start.
and oh please let me get good grades for e other papers :(

2009-10-18T19:21:00.018+08:00

《孩子，快抓紧妈妈的手》
简单的旋律去唱出了世上最真最真的情感
人往往都在失去后才懂得珍惜
一位母亲用自己的身躯保护着自己不到三个月大的孩子
用自己的身体替她的孩子挡掉所有的砖块
这一切的一切都出自由．．．母爱
我们常常都把父母给我们的爱当做理所当然
从来都不曾为他们做过些什么
也无视了母爱的伟大```

BYE EXAMS

2009-10-16T22:17:00.004+08:00

heeyo! what's up peepo!?
just finish posting on classblog. GUYS PLEASE GO class blog to see the details for e chalet.
exams had ended for lik a week? got back paper today
really flunked all my subjects.
siann..
promise! I PROMISE! i will study hard next year!
nvm no point crying over spilled milk.
anyway. finally settled all the chalet things

seriously i wont organise any event ever again.
me and jm travelled to east coast on wed to check out on e chalets there
then find out tat its really lik shit
travelled down to pasir ris again at 7pm.
walked for 10mins down to downtown east costasand.
in the end, we need an adult to booked tat shit chalet.
FK the system.
but the staff there is super helpful la. and super friendly also.
get lots of info from her..
then trained back at 7.30 reached home at 8.45
you guys own us alot alot!!
please appreciate the efforts we put into e chalet okay?
be cooperative and GET HIGH!

2009-10-05T17:02:00.003+08:00

i hate to fake a smile.
don't believe what you see by your eyes
but listen to your heart
what you see might be fake. but what u feel is real
don't trust all the sweet talks....
you want to be forgiven?
but there's nothing to be fogive about.

Hello exam. Bye blog.

2009-09-30T19:44:00.003+08:00

HEYHO!
just felt the quake at 18.19pm. because of the earthquake happened in indonesia.
thought i was shaking at first but saw e water in my bottle shaking and realise that it was some how an earthquake
called mum immediately.

treasure the time we had with our families.

really don't know why nowadays so many quakes happening.

just some random post. HMT paper is 2days later?
a proper post after e exams.
oh. btw i hate exams.

2009-09-21T02:01:00.006+08:00

i really don't know why are you doing this to me..
i really don't like the feeling of being the last to know all these..
i really hope you can tell me first and not others..
i really don't like the feeling of an "outsider"
i really hate it when you kept hide things away from me
i really want to end all there shits
i really dissapointed in you..
i really don't know where are you when i need you
i really hope you will be here for me whenever i need you
i really hope i can turn to you whenever my heart hurts
i really...

2009-09-13T17:32:00.003+08:00

i can't believe today is e last day of my holiday!!

this can't be possible right?

the holiday just seemed to start and now? its ending!

science centre can be fun

2009-09-12T16:29:00.003+08:00

someone please shot me in the face.
wat a shitty brain i have. i fking forget where e hell i put my his checklist.
and now i am turning my whole room upside down and still couldn't find it!!
some genius help me find please!
haizz.
today!
science centre again! this is like e 5th or somethng i went there.
e course is okay i guess? quite simple. HOHO
explore the new F1 thing put up. its really fun!!
it got those "hit the lighted spot" game. and when me,JM,XQ was having so much fun
"kacha kacha" we kana snap by a total strangers!
and if u want to toupai at the very least turn off flash and e sound la.
haha. we know that we are amazing!
i just pray that our face wont appear on the facebook or smth.
tml last day of holiday liao. which mean? EXAMS ARE COMING!
shit me. i still alot things duno. ARGGG.
i am not going to fail any of my subject!! I AM NOT!
oh btw. brought shirt marker today. HAPPY i can finally add some colour to those white tees!

ps.currently in love with 爱上 by 小宇 which is playing now. HOHOHO
ohh and and i cant read using my stupid phone. wrong format again!!

oh. i forgot. i love hannah montana. call me childish but who cares?!

I AM BACK!

2009-09-10T22:21:00.001+08:00

heyhey suprise seeing me post here?
well. i decided to move back to blogger as u can do more thing with e skin all those shits.
haha. so i guess i will be posting more ofter. YA OKAYYY

NDP

2009-08-07T17:41:00.003+08:00

BEWARE! this post will be full of pictures.
picture speaks

2nd Aug 2009; SUN {National Day Observance}

7th Aug 2009, Fri Today {National Day Parade}

a more detailed post tml. BEIBEI

brain exchange anyone?

2009-08-01T22:52:00.003+08:00

it had been days since my last post.. SORRY for not keeping tat pomise of keeping my blog alive.
just a summary of what i had done for e whole week.
Home → School → home
normal routine for almost everyday? my life is soooo bored..
and i got to a conclusion: books hate me or my brain is just dead.
seriously, i cant squeeze anything into my brain. how e hell am i going to do all my test/exams?
everyone is saying about this sucks and that sucks. but am is it really that suck?
what-so-ever! i really don't want to know the answer.
can't i just stuck my earpiece into my ears, and don't hear a single word you say?
i don't want to think of the past anymore. no point crying over spilled milk rite?
tml weak up at 4? so aren't i suppose to be sleeping now? yeahh
so cya peepo. wish me luck ba.

2009-07-22T22:12:00.002+08:00

i am going to slp real soon. my eyes shutted on me.

so i am typing all this blinded.

just to have a quick update of my life recently..

1. i sick day(s) ago and ppl around are falling sick one after another.

GET WELL SOON PEOPLE! (:

dun let e stupid H1N1 virus beat us down!

2. i am so very sure i am going to fail my science. (:

stared blankly at e face of her during lesson and nth go into my head.

how am i going pass my streaming? ( GOOD QUESTION)

3. HCL is really getting more and more out of hand.

homework, test, assig. thrown to us without thinking tat whether we can tahan or not!

ELLO EARTH!

2009-07-15T08:44:00.002+08:00

HELLO EARTH!! i am back! LOL here to save my blog from rotting.
currently in sch comlab. hohoho. i done typing (:
didnt hab cca for 2weeks. woohoooo... HAHA
no idea what to post liao la. i will make sure my blog stay alive de la.
trust me! photos taken in china laz to upload to my comp.

lastly.. i miss my holiday.........

p.s. jingmei mai siao!

WOOOHOOOO!!!

2009-05-15T17:54:00.006+08:00

credits to iris

one passed one comes

FINALLY! finally mye had ended. (笑） went around and everyone seems to be posting on this.

oh. i am late. ha. watever.

mye had ended which means holidays are coming!

e last holiday i had had seen like million yrs ago. i need my holiday man!
felt dead tired. worried about my result. but wats done is done. i cant change it anymore.

i studied hard for this exam? So. watever e results is let it be!

oya oya. did i mention about e his project? erm. it suck!

or it is going to be sucky :) dun understand what e hell are the need of this project.

totally a waste of time, money and fuel to travel there.

okay. actually e project was fine juz tat alot of time will be wasted but im totally pissed when i saw e name list!

~~same group with caogu? no way man!~~

dam unfair! xq group with ql. arhhhh. planned to slack. HAHA.

jiayou clement and kumar!

shouldnt be thinking of tat for now. my mission for now is : PLAY!

tat seem to be my favourite word since young.

downcount: 22more days to 9june! looked forward to e day! but not e 6to8!

9 9 9 9 9 9 9 faster comeeee!!!!

ps. keith 你比我自恋！！

2009-05-14T15:34:00.000+08:00

累了• 倦了• 不要了

Time to take a break

2009-05-08T18:58:00.008+08:00

Tell me what you see when you look into my eyes.

Friday, finally put a stop to this week of studies. But with a bad ending.
last period of e day: HCL. Had back Paper2 e results are really NOT GOOD! 83???
i dun like tat no.!
forget about it. what's over is over; there's no point regreting over it.juz pray hard tat my paper1 can score well. :D
After sch went lotone library. study study study! we are good-kids! HA.
went aries after that. brought something and decided to go eat.
xiaoqi want leave 1st, left me and JM. LOL great time! Gossiping and Joking!

To CaoGu:
Please mind ur tones. We does not own u a life or wat-so-ever.
So don't take our kindness for granted.
continue to be this, trust me no one will be able to tolerate anymore.

What-so-ever

2009-05-03T14:13:00.003+08:00

fcuk u la. only know how to 贪小便宜? yaya my mum brought new bag

SO??? is it any of ur businese? i no u want la but can dun show til so obvious ma?

still come kaciao me. I TOLD U BILLIAN TIMES I DOING HW RITE??

why e hell would u want to no how it looked like?

its not urs rite? and so what if my mum say want give u?

u think u see liao if u dun like den my mum will buy another one for u izzit?

dun think too big of urself la. PLEASE!

u how old liao still 伸手跟别人拿东西? come on la.

so what if ur money got cheated? are we e one who cheat u? NO RITE?

is ur own prob tat u got cheated. and if u got cheated den dun come think of having a lv

think wat our family can print cash izzit? or wat? our money is not money but urs are???

dun b so selfish la. only think of urself

whenever mum call u den u gib all ur order list??? GO DIE PLEASE!

we dun own u a thing

my mum is too 大方.tat doesnt meant u can use tat and ask for everything

get a life

u are not young. get a job and support ur own living.

instead of waiting others to spoon feed u with wat u wan

even if there were someone, IT WONT BE OUR FAMILY!

have u ever thought about what u should do as a adult?

u should be e one who give me items not ME GIVE U!

get a life

2009-04-29T19:32:00.004+08:00

白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴白痴

i am sorry for that. But i nid to 发泄 my anger! SERIOUS!
well, seen smth that are not suppose to be seen on my way back.

ha. what a joke! sending girl to mrt at 7.30at e night? alone for her to go home?

what kind of guy are you? esp tat gal is not a normal friend to u!

stay overs and what so ever.

think with ur brain not knee. whatever you said.

i still belive my own eyes. call me blind if u want.

i am totoally blind to see you totally wrongly.

算了。 pop today. BYE seniors... will miss u sure sure! (:

ps. hotel for dogs are really cool

and. me love my dog

THXTHXTHX

2009-04-20T20:14:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!! wooohoo

1st thing to start: Thx all those who wished me happy birthday.

2nd thing: thx 2/5 for singing a birthday song for me! LOVE U GUYS TO MAX!

and also ms sim.

3rd thing: thx those who gib me presents :):):)

jiali

jingmei

xiaoqi

peixuan

qiaoling

gyan

nicholas

and kaijuan (if e paper counted as present?)

really love all e presents! was hugging the stitch right now! and will start reading twilight tml!

PROMISE!

LOVE YOU GUYSSSSSS

ps. i do accept overdue presents. HA. :P

Lastly. THX NICHOLAS!! for de DANCING QUEEN!!!!

tat dance really rox man! nice one nice one! haha. totally can join dance liao.

thx for de dance HAHA. tat really made my day!

PS. got any problems just say infront faces. talking behind people back SUCK!

HUNT HUNT HUNT!

2009-04-13T19:15:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION!

HELP NEEDED! PLEASE! CURRENTLY HUNTING FOR THIS:

i think is a made-in-japan? and the brand is Mix-Style. thats what i googled.
ANYONE HAS ANY IDEA WHERE CAN THIS BE FOUND??
PLEASE TELL ME!!!

2009-04-07T19:21:00.002+08:00

long time no post man! haha. KJ i am posting now ok?

be prepared for a long wordy post!

well. laptop spoiled days ago and only got back think laz thur?

i lost all my photos and some msn historys and all that. tat is soo pathetic peep!

anyway. ytd was jingmei birthday. HAPPY BELATED BDAY! hope u lik our present.

hey BTW! my birthday is coming !! 20APRIL!! do gib me presents!

haha. okay la. tml is wed and i cant go sj cause of detel appointment?

hope i wont miss out much????? PLEASE!

haha. i am out of words. KAIJUAN i am posting for ur sake nia! WAT A KIND SOUL I AM!

LOOL.

stressed up recently with unknown reasons..

fedup easily so please if i am sot or wat please spare me thx thx

emo-ness get lost please. HAIZ.

currently having difficulties on waking up in e morning.

will drag for at leave 10mins more to leave e house. so my mood in e morning is yaya..

2009-03-08T14:01:00.004+08:00

staring blankly at e screen and got no idea what to do next.

a week time to sch holidays. i guess i dont look forward that much any more.

today is sunday and theres still tons of homework undone

oh my sec2 life. seemed worst than sec1's?

almost everyday goes not not earlier than 4? or later. 6

haiz. my pathetic life.

holiday's coming but got no plans in my mind wat to do, where to go

shopping is a good choice maybe. Orchard road or bugis?

but really hate crowd places like bugis street. where ppl trying their best to chiong for no reasons.

and still doesnt know tat other was irritated by their actions

dont be so kia-su la. e shops wont run away for yr info?

i am currently in a shortage of tee and shorts.

and also track-pants

2009-03-05T17:57:00.003+08:00

times is really flying fast.

i got no idea what had happened to me for this whole term.

my grades was dropping and dropping. isn't this suppose to be a imp yr to me?

anyway. sunwen is back to study OKAY?

SERIOUS MAN!

So, will really start to study hard already la.

my blog will be updated weekly or will only when there is something for me to post.

cutting down time spent on computers. but tats hard u know

nerd me is going to be back!! :P

KAIJIAN'S QUIZ

2009-03-01T16:43:00.003+08:00

besides Ur lips ,where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
how would i no? cheek mayb?

how do you feel when you wake up this morning?
BAD MOOD!
who was the last person u took photo with?
jingmei.
would you considered yourself to be spoiled?
erm.. wat should i say?
would you ever donate blood?
im not TAT OLD!
have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
erm. ya?
do you want somebody dead?
obviously not. i am angel lai de (: HAHA
whay does yr last text message says?
mayb e others can. but i cannot. (:
what are you tinkin rite nw?
LIT PROJECT!
do you wish someone to be with you right nw?
obvious. YA BBSS ROX!
what is the time you go to bed last night?

2.03am
where did you buy the t-shirt you are wearing now?
bugis street.
is someone on your mind right now?
obvious?? YES!
who was the last person who texted you?

xiaoqi =.="

2009-01-31T19:26:00.006+08:00

DATE OF POSTING: 14FEB 2009

there's something wrong with e date so ya. as e pics was upload earlier.so..

del some one of my post. as it is so untrue?

anyway. for those who no me will no wat happened on fri? rite??

HAHA. was hyper all e way for e whole day.

today is 14 feb. valentine's day. stayed at home for e whole day. my pathetic life.

just wishing my wish will come true and wat u all say on fri is true!

uploading a pic of a hk actor which look soo lik him la. 75% or more?

wordy post sucks. i know but cant help with it.

OVERDUED PHOTOS

2009-01-17T13:21:00.002+08:00

posting on yesterday.

pe for 1st two periods and runrun jumpjumps.

el went library and someone had a crush on a sec1 gal!!

AWWW..

jiayou for ur jio-ing. but btw i really dun think she's chio lor!

find out tat some of e sec1s are really dam QIAN DA!

scolded some of they cause they are so dam rude.

and dey are so dumb tat dun even know how to scold

wan scold jiu come infront of me and scold

not behind ppl backs and when dey know we heard it,

den shut up liao? get a life peepo. sec1 liao not kids liao.matual!

skip skip. never go sjab coz sick. hope i didn't missed out much?

i want go out! it will be e first outing we had in this yr nia..

must plan a meaningful one!

hws are flooding my room and i am dieing here. ok should end here

chiong hw is what i am going to do for this few days.

CIAO~

2009-01-13T19:40:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAH.as wat u c i am mad again.

4time in 2days? tats so amazing man!

and how amazing is it to get to e same train and same gate for 2days?

guess what. i begin to like to take mrts cause of him.

and had e feeling of studying. without any reasons force me to.

and thanks to him i am posting now.
lol. really dont know what am i doing now. its lik i dun even know his name or anything

ok anyway. my hometown snow-ed a few days ago.

and it look damn nice just looking out e window.

ya. it looked beautiful. and i start missing my home.

snowing coming down frm e sky.. roads, trees, buildings covered with snow

and look so pure.

and what i have here in s'pore, are just fake snow that are made of soap.

u c e difference guys?

really if have change go overseas for winter and see how a real snow looked like

instead of staying inside ur shell and know nothing about e outside world.

2009-01-12T15:23:00.007+08:00

I AM BACK YO!
haha. i no i had been crazy today. e reason is..

~~saw a dam super shuaii guy today,~~
first time i feel that guys look so handsome with hands in his pocket.
oh. man! he totally brighted up my day.
saw him on mrt today. twice!
once in e morning, and once in e afternoon.
we was like look at each other and turn away.
people please note for me which sch wears rice colour shirt and grey shorts
for lower secondary boys. THANKS THANKS!
huant people huant!

ok. back to main subject, today is mon.
and brought my fbts frm queensway. is lik finally? i waited for a week man!monday blues was chased away all by him.
and thx to him i was hyper e whole day.
wordy wordy and wordy post everyday.
sick sick sick of posting anymore. so wont be posting too frequence
but no worried will post on imp things to me?
and guess what? i spent more than an hour to finish this post.
oh. how not use to posting i am?
should end my post here? so CIAO. bye peepo!

2009-01-02T18:51:00.002+08:00

sch. started. today. and. i. am. feeling. sick.

but at least i guess this yr is much better than e last one

dont know what to post as what i type will be deleted after a sec.

just wanna say that my mood-swing is getting worst.

so no offences if i went crazy sometime? and forgive me for that.

people comes and goes whenever they like and i had no control over it/

so whatever i can do is just doing nothing.

this is e so-called lifet?

i dont know.

all things will come to an end of it.

and what i am doing now is trying to bring forward e ending.

is not anyone's fault or something but just that i need a break.

please spare me that.

realise that time is really running out and i really need to backup in my studies.

but most of e times says are easier than does.

2008-12-24T00:41:00.004+08:00

i am back.YA its now 0.43

went shop with mum this ofternoon

serious in-love with I.P. ZONE! e shoe roxy man!

will upload e pic of my new sch shoe tml i guess?

ya sch thingy. sch is starting?!?!

did i mention this before?

anyway. books are brought but stationary still haven't

went back sch after xmas to buy i think.

SO. MERRY XMAS!!

i miss my home.

2008-12-21T17:20:00.003+08:00

So, today's 冬至.

ate this for breakfast. YUM
go out with parents after that. SHOPSHOP!
shop around and move to plaza singapure.
sch starting soooooonnn.. OMGOMG?!?!?!?!
i dun want! time really flies man.

WHEN AM I ABLE TO GO BACK CHINA?
argg.. seems lik next year june unable to go bak?
WTF?
cant dey arrange events in dec? or nov??

MY DOG IS CUTE!

Bye My Past!

2008-12-17T14:59:00.005+08:00

past deleted.

time passed by and its time to be more mature.

move on and let e past stay in e past.

move on with a new self a new life.

eventhough sometimes might still think about it

but it time to let it go off

whatever happens will pass by as time goes by

anyway.

さようなら my past!